Love drives me crazy

2011-10-24T20:44:00.005+08:00

School is ending soooooooooooooooney hehe. Match today with Naval Base, technically won but additional quarter draw. Play kinda well today but still the same, full of injuries :/. Well i think coach doesnt rly care anyway, he just care about the verdict of the match. Shall skip school tmr, effing tired and my knee is swollen now kelian. K byeeeeeeeeeeee, luv.

2011-10-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

17Oct , seoul garden with Maikaiying Wongyuanli Keejiya Alyssaho. watched Whats your number. had a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat day.

Okay, very long never blog alrdy hor. Well exams are over and im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Did pretty well for eoy papers and was chosen for pure geog. hmmm, but overall very lousy. those graded assignments and class tests pulled me down drastically. I'm looking for jobs too, gotta start my hectic trainings and work. Hope to earn a lot money and go Orchard with my girls during Christmas :>. Next few weeks gna be tiring, everyday basketball training in prepare of b div. Wish that i survive after this busy month! Oh ya, i must rly start consistent work next year. time to buck up.

2011-10-04T19:51:00.002+08:00

Hey readers. School have been boringggg. EOY period now, chionging like m.a.d :(. Tmr's the first paper, wish me goodluck alright. Went aunt's house to pray just now, god's bday. Ate alot, decided to come home as i was sososo tired. Came home and shall start studying ltr! K miss me, catch me when im free. soon.

2011-09-26T14:33:00.005+08:00

Eldest brother's wedding yesterday. Woke up at 5.30am to his wife's house for gatecrash, he was being tomented. Homed, for the tea ceremony etc and headed to grand hyatt for preparation of his dinner at night. The helper did my hair and make up. Took pictures and went to the hall for the dinner. Was going around yumseng-ing, totally ruined my image ><. Was super duper tiring. Drank a lot of redwine and champagne, kinda tipsy alrdy. Homed at 12am and decided to give school a miss today. Wore heels for 19hrs and my feet is going to breakkk. K byeee :>

2011-09-23T15:50:00.002+08:00

HI ALL. its friday today :>
So, woke up late today 7am. Chiong and got ready in 12mins, pro right i know. Okay so went school and was having cramps for the whole day, decided to go home since there's history test :O. I've studied for it anyway but lazy to write essay. Homed and bathed. Met alyssa and ben when they released and headed to cp for lunch. Slacked and talked, walked home. Bro wedding on Sunday and im on my period. Sian. White dress somemore, goodjob kelly.

2011-09-19T20:46:00.002+08:00

Im blogging because this Maikaiying is blogging more often than me :>. School was tiring todayyyyyyyyy, hate school. Exams coming, no motivation to study. Subway almost everyday recently. Hate guys like you, yuckkkk! K yuanli is getting more interesting and adorable day by day, not. K off to do my homework! What a meaningless post today :>

2011-09-17T13:32:00.004+08:00

Pictures of MidAutumnFestival recently. Was too lazy to update my bloggy. Had fun with sinping kaiying alvin zhihao yoey norman and some new friends at punggol.

School was boring, kept sleeping in class. Training are fuckedup too. Going for the final dressing for my bro wedding later. BYE.

2011-09-10T19:08:00.002+08:00

Went Nex to watch Crazy stupid love on 8thSept with wongyuanli. Great movie, i'll give it a 4/5 rating. Ryan Gosling is so hawwwwt ^^. Met super duper early because i was effing bored and walked around the mall to pass time. Went to the pet shop, so many cute dogs!! Has pasta mania for dinner after the movie. FullFull :>. Homed at abt 9pm?

Insomnia last night -____-. Slept at 5am and had to wake up at 730am for the dammit match against Nchs. Spent my night spamming people on whatsapp to disturb them from sleep. HUHU guess what, woke two of my friends at 3am+. YEY hhaha. Both boy and girl team won anw. Kept walking because i was soooosooooosooooo tired and i dont wna play. Went lunch with dansinping and sheril at cp. Met up with shirleylong and chatted/eat again/slack. homed at about 5pm+. K so tired now, home alone. byeeeee

2011-09-04T18:53:00.002+08:00

Hi people. Its the holidays now, the short one week. Wanted to plan something fun and fruitful with my mates and family but i guess i would have to postpone it to a later date. No money and time :(. Spend my hard earned savings to buy my bball shoes and school bag so now im left with 30bucks. Anw am going to watch Crazy Stupid Love and Smurfs soon. Hope mommy sponser me. I have training during the holidays, sad life. But i've learnt that i need to embrace and be contented with my life.

"I was very sad to see myself bare-footed... Until i saw somebody with no legs"

Yup, so im happy enough that i could play basketball or rather train. After since the tragedy that happened at skcc and broke my ankle, my skills had deproved to 70%? B div next year is so challenging *stress. Must train doubly hard to be on pace with the others. I might nervous breakdown if im not in the team next year. k maybe not. but srsly.

Well , recently im fine. Just like before struggling so much but still alive. BUT. But i've my kawan wongyuanli to be with me all this while, so its easier nowadays. My results also shot up tremendously. Yep, T R E M E N D O U S L Y. My L1R4 was 8 and apparently first in class. I know this is like the first and the last time. OHWELL, good enough ~ Anw went back northspring pri to visit Mrs ho on teachers' day with vivian and shirley. Missed primary school days, ol' times :>

Had a short catchup with vivian and shirleyyyyy. Hope to go out with them soon, miss the times so much :')

This is Mrs Ho. She was a trainee teacher and was posted to my class during P5. She was 'confirmed' and posted to nsps. She started Basketball for girls and we joined , with stella and co. Of all the weird CCAs shirley and i joined ><. Chinese Calligraphy, I&E, IT club, Fushion dance, Tap dance, Ballet, Track. So actually we joined those CCA because they are damn slack and the teachers are oldold and bochup one. Then we quit all of them to join Basketball. Mrs Ho always had high expectations of Shirley and me. We got the most scoldings from her and had to run rounds/suicide extra. She is always more like a friend to us. We went her house during weekends and play ball etc with his husband. If she had never appeared, i guess i would never find my passion. Hope to play ball with her soon at skcc !

What an abrupt ending. K haha. But everytime after a longpost i would go mia for a few days :>. So... miss me :D

2011-08-27T18:56:00.002+08:00

Went swimming with alyssahozhining today at Anchorvale. Tireddddd. Was a nice weather anyway, but super cold. There's this cheekopek keep peeping at me then alyssa keep laughing, lol k disgusting. Went Hougang mall walkwalk then homed at 6pm. Planning a picnic with yixiang usual co. next week.

2011-08-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

CIP on Sunday, 21/08/11 . With basketballers ~

Was super duper tiring and hot lor. Pack the provisions for the needy people. Npcc people was also with us. They very cui one lor, boy somemore. Carry one pack like want die then we all girls also take two -.-. CUI TTM. Anw the tins of biscuit hit until my leg bruise, so karma. CIP was from 3pm-8pm, dint eat at all. Famished! Had dinner/supper with MaiKaiying & Wongyuanli at rp's mac. Homed at 11pm.

P/S: We took many silly pictures to kill time when we were waiting for instuctions. Check it out at fb!

TODAY

Have been taking back my results. K i also dont know why i suddenly shoot up ley.. I dint really study or what also. Weird. Anywayyy, its something worth being happy :>. Was second in class for Geog, History and English. Not bad righttt! Tmr getting back my science and math paper. #PRAYHARD. I went back for training ytd too, tiring but funfunfun. K not exactly fun but so glad to be back. Tmr training again, k neutral. Bye

2011-08-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

Changed tumblr url: http://13-eremophobia.tumblr.com/

2011-08-18T17:22:00.003+08:00

Have not been blogging recently. Busy, i guess. Common test this week, has been alright till now. I dont think im gna fail but i hope i wont. Science paper today was fine too, not easy/difficult. Maths paper tmr. Siansation. Gna study ltr when im awake from my power nap. Have been mugging recently, need time to exercise soon. Going physio on Saturday with wongyuanli. Ankle still swollen and pain, its like not recovering at all lo. Have been saving money too, need new bball shoes ; bring parents to eat smth good ; USS with maikaiying and wongyuanli ; shopping. $$$, drop from sky please. Anw i just thought that my class is filled with douches. Dont feel like saying anw but they srsly need to stop acting like they know everything. Even if they are kind to me all this, i still dont like them. I mean some of the girls and most of the boys. Self centered people. Thank god next year split alrdy lo -.- So what if they are kinda fun and interesting, all so laolan one. tsk. K bye.

2011-08-12T19:42:00.002+08:00

FRIDAY!!!!

School was boring as usual. Chinese compo today, was fine. Alyssa forced her way to my house after annoying me for the whole chinese lesson. Bathed and went to have mac. Off to anchorvale cc for Hockey finals. Skss boys won, was so awesome okayyy. So homed at 6+, so tired. Alyssa was refusing to leave until 7pm. Was so worried that she break something in my house anyway. K im very stressed. I know im gta fail my common test but idk how alrdy la.

2011-08-08T21:25:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog. Oh wait why am i apologising lol. K have been rather busy with life recently. Study, playing ball at punggol, slacking. CommonTest coming next week, mugging real hard now. Went Physio recently for my ankle and knee. Hope to recover soon and join my team :). Have been happy with life so im gna live it to my fullestttttt. Anw went to study with YoeyTo and WongYuanli today at 204b. Asked a senior along as studying on Sunday with ahli was a total fail ><. Was so lost lol. Hate maths science history geography literature. Practically everything. Ok whatever. Today feels like friday, weird. Alright bye

2011-07-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

Went Republic poly on Tuesday for some PE related stuff. Dont intend to take PE o lvls anyway. Maybe Art? Anyway today ms sem bought pizza for the class, yay! But she leaving skss tmr, kinda sad lol. K studied outside office today. I GREW TALLER ALRDY ^^. Went skcc to play ball awhile and homed with naisey dinner! Tmr streaming talk ,all the teachers sure swarm to my mom to complain. K amen.

2011-07-24T16:22:00.004+08:00

D R E A M S .

Everybody has dreams may or not be fufilled. To me dreams are those things that keep us going on in this place. It may be something you yearn for a long time, the place you wna reach to in the end. Whatever it is, its sacred. Why sacred? Life itself is sacred. You are god's creation, see how holy it is? So when this dream keep you going, the whole purpose is so much more meaningful. Your dream might be

"I wna fly and see the world"

"I wna be the richest man on earth"

Yes, its a dream. Who cares if its not going to come true. My dreams are always far out of reach. But i know this things are going to follow me as i grow up. Maybe one day my dreams are going to be a joke of myself but i dont mind. Dont complain what you've done because at that point of time that was what you wanted most. Imaginations has no age and dreams are forever. My dream was you, somebody in the future. Dont have any hard feelings on your dreams because we all know that dreams would always remain as they are. Its fiction. With the higher expectations you hook on with your dreams, the deeper you fall into the disappointment. Lets just be realistic, dreams would always be purely a motivation. You'll never ever get them. If you get them, those are ambitions. They are different. And you are my dream.

They say dream catchers could be hung at the top of your bed. Dream catcher was intended to protect the sleeping individual from negative dreams, while letting positive dreams through. The positive dreams would slip through the hole in the center of the dream catcher, and glide down the feathers to the sleeping person below. The negative dreams would get caught up in the web, and expire when the first rays of the sun struck them. I wont let those sun rays shine on the dream catcher. I wont want you to expire.

2011-07-19T18:26:00.002+08:00

Think all you want.
Hullo~ . Okay so now go sinseh alrdy, just went for second time today. Pain pain. Its like physio lo, then need do stretch blahblah. Physio still can claim okay, $.$. Have been meeting ALYSSAHO in the morning. Hope my ankle gets better lo, wna play monday's match. k bye. ihniwyatbiarh ~

2011-07-15T20:14:00.002+08:00

Mom's birthday last month lol.

Its friday today~. Met AlyssaHo in the morning, make me need wake up 20mins earlier -_-. Walked to school with her. Was a boring day, and somehow (...) . Was being kicked out of class by chinese teacher with ahli alyssa and sebastian for not doing chinese holiday hw. Urgh so lazy sial, 20 sports thingy agn. Can use back last year one not..? K so today 1230 release, called poiyiliang to meet AlyssaHo Lingyixiang and me because he was sick and on mc. Went Benjamin house slack then go pp eat kfc. Was like shooting the darned ball into the chair thingy. His bed damn comfy srsly, can sleep within two minutes. NO FOOD , not good. Homed with AlyssaHo at 6pm as she needed to leave. Boring friday.

2011-07-14T20:37:00.003+08:00

这次我又担心到天亮现在你靠在谁身旁. 窗外进来的光照得心发慌熬过了失眠的晚上.
每次你的理由都一样其实我都懂只是不讲. 把自己弄得很忙其实是假装看你这次要怎么收场.
我说我会是你可以依靠的肩膀,而你却站在离我最远的地方. 我爱你的心一样总是选择原谅, 你有多少借口除了说谎.
如果我不是你可以停靠的地方，我们就到此为止不必再勉强。现在开始不一样, 像路人经过身旁. 你也不必装模做样. 我会遗忘, 别再说谎.

2011-07-13T20:58:00.000+08:00

Real ugly me. So is the society.

2011-07-11T20:58:00.004+08:00

Went sakura @ehub on saturday with ryanlee lingyixiang wongyuanli kariswee waynekoh poiyiliang tanjiajia alyssaho ! Went to seesee Angelinekhoo for awhile ! After eating was like 9.15 alrdy haha, the gluttons like yiliang and yixiang keep eating non stop. After that walkwalk then go punggol slack with liang xiang wayne and ryan. Stupid yixiang carry me then run, say fun -.-. See ryan and xiang spar, then i wingchun with wayne haha. homed at 11+. Tons of photos at fb, catch it there.

Today had match against Unity, expect what from a niche basketball school? Lost, but scored more than expected. Held at Clementi Sports Hall, super far. Listened song with ahli and slept, kukubird keep kor me then wake me up. Sian, hope my ankle can run alrdy. :(. Went 205 eat with sinping ahli kaiying kristine and seri, headed home after that.

2011-07-07T19:05:00.006+08:00

Piglet is Sinping's while Eeyore and Patrick's mine ! And yeah that ugly spongebob is MAIKAIYING's :). If ahli there sure is add one more Stitch in one. Today first day of school, so tiring. Wore school shoes and my leg became very swollen because no blood circulation :( . Lessons were super duper boring, changed seatings but im still stranded at the back. I like actually, slack :>. Was like chatting all the way for lessons, then yixiang keep come ask about saturday outing thingy~ DnT funfun but very dusty and hot . Was talking with the usual ones, and yixiang was like sparring for dk what -.-. After school skipped maths lvl test and miss goh's thingy haha. Me alyssa jiajia and liang need stay for the dk what grp work thingy, cause at class keep talk then nvr do work lol. K so was hopping as i cant run , to avoid ms goh haha. Was walking out of sch then the Elvis come tell us Coach want us go over find him, sure is nag one.

Kena nagged for damn long, say i careless. Then sinping absent thingy, zzzzz. Went Compass with Edmund and Sinping for lunch , ate ice kachang ^^, then ankle swell bigbig now ><. Went skcc just now to shoot ball, with one leg haha. Bobby is a dude who keep irritating me with his so called truth -.-.-. And that chun guy look very chun okay hahaha. Bused home and otp with yuanli on bus. SHE ABSENT TODAY ! PANGSEH KIA !

This world is full of shit but please know what's good for you.

2011-07-06T18:55:00.002+08:00

STILL SWOLLEN :(. Going school tmr alrdy, gonna limp with slippers. Sian, need remove nail polish. Yeah, just now AlyssaHoZhining TanJiaJia PoiYilLiang LingYiXiang came to visit me! Watched paranormal activity and insidious, -___- . So scary okay. And they still bring beef to my house -.-. After watching, chitchat as yixiang want leave at 6pm. SO RELUNCTANT TO GO SCHOOL TMR, LEG V PAIN. KBYE.

-What had gone wrong with the word friendship. It sounds so insulting to me.

2011-07-05T14:34:00.002+08:00

Went appt at kk today, so tired. Removed cast, still super swollen. Able to walk like damndamndamndamn slow lol. Super pain cause stiff. And the muscles now like a cui -.-. doctor say need 6weeks to do sports again, sian. If by next week can walk etc alrdy, im gonna play nationals . if not then bobian alrdy. X ray, crack heal alrdy. After that went chompchomp eat with dad. Wongyuanli tanjiajia lingyixiang coming my house ltr, benjaminkoh come take his necklace. stupid that time left at my house make me find like shit, then is in between sofa -.-. Oh yah, tmr mc. yayyyyy~

2011-07-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

- C R A V E -

2011-07-05T01:02:00.002+08:00

You could just shut your eyes and not see whats in front if you feel unhappy. If you wna see it, blame your curiosity not me.
10 more hours to remove cast. Happy. Slept at 6am last night, i guess tonight would be no different. bye.

2011-07-01T18:29:00.002+08:00

AlyssaHo and BenjaminKoh came to visit me today. lol sounds like everyday go people come visit me right. my goodgoodfriends ^^. Bought apple pie for me, happy :). Today they 1230 dismiss alrdy, then they misscall 5times my phone ><. They waited until 2.15pm. Teehee. Yixiang actually coming but he say sleepy -.-. Watched ParanormalActivity2 just now. So scary, screaaaaaaam. Alyssa was like grabbing and lying on me then must gek lol, so tired. Kinda boring at the front part, fast forward. They went home at 5pm. So now im like home alone and its so scary :(.

2011-07-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hihihi , miss school. Irony. Okay, wongyuanli and alyssahozhining visited me today again. And forgot to buy apple pie for me, angry! Watched ScaryMovie2 at funshion. Alyssa homed after watching and ahli played audi till 6.15pm and left. She gave me my homework, urgh wts. K gonna do it soon. Thats all bye.

2011-06-27T16:45:00.001+08:00

Alyssa JiaJia Karis just came to visit me after school, talked awhile and slacked. I have no idea what to blog about anw. Oh and i got highest for midyearexam Art . ^^v. Kbye

2011-06-26T20:30:00.002+08:00

Hi all, tmr school reopen alrdy. Am gonna return to school only on 6th July, jealous not! Hmmm but i rather to go back school than in cast :(. I dont think i can play nationals and im veryveryveryvery sad. Anw went basketball gathering on Friday, was like in sweat because of the cast. Exploring the night walk in clutches can die only, so hot. So now im left with about a week at home. K everybody help me pray that i can recover alrdy when i remove cast on 6th ok! THANKYOU!
In the mean time i had been spending my time watching show on funshion and sugoideas. Also talking to that kuku on top otp at night. SO FUNNY ONLY, so many kuku conversations. OKAY IM OFF BYE.

2011-06-17T18:20:00.002+08:00

One of the saddest part of life is keeping yourself busy and pushing yourself to the limit all day . And when you've got home lying in bed, you'll discover that after all that you've done to forget,you are still in the same position trying to escape. And as the night goes all the devils in your mind start haunting you bit by bit.

So the next thing you do the next morning is to tell yourself "After a hurricane comes a rainbow" . But the fact is that after a hurricane comes lost of lives, damage of properties and devastation. We, human lie too much about this society. And all this denial goes no where when its at night again.

2011-06-16T18:03:00.002+08:00

Ahli -
hellooo stalker :>. No rush in getting over. Hah yeah maybe everything had alrdy changed, i know. All this time i was trying to avoid but inside me i still know the reality. Now must learn to live for something else alrdy , haha tangtang^^. K la i will go tangtang, must forget all the things by now alrdy right. Set a nice date ok haha.

LaoChen-
[mimimimimi] -handsign-. LOL . Hi emogirl97, hows your eye! 1111, i want you back. All this alrdy so darned lo, open your heart. You deserve better. K lets go eat pastamania when i recover!

LaoMai-
S. Haha , because of your demand i post this. The w WHY SO COCAINE UH! F.annoying , i knowww ! I guess now your situation very messed up is it , i also dont know how la. Just dont do silly things, you've got wongwong , laochen and xiaobai :>. And not forgetting to mention that i've lost hella money at your house -__-. Send my regards to your bro haha. take care, my second half :B.

See you when i recover, miss me ! Luv <3.

2011-06-14T13:56:00.002+08:00

Went kk to checkup today. Waited for damn long -.-. My ankle dint improve at all , it worsen and idk why. Swell like shit only fml. Need to be in cast for another three weeks this time, i cant play nationals alrdy. Sorry dad and mom for not being so careless. Sigh, feel so burden. Anw i wont be going school until july 5th. Jealous right , but i rather go school then injured. I cant feel my ankle now, fmlfmlfml. The person say maybe need a few months before i can go into basketball again. im am so sad. K anw i've been watching twilight , new moon and eclipse to kill boredom. Do you know how bored am i , wake up use com eat bathe sleep then repeat the whole order again. S I A N , i wna die .

2011-06-08T21:27:00.002+08:00

Went skcc and became like that ._. ! First it was kaiying who admitted to hospital then syafiq then me , i swear i aint gonna play there anymore . Was being wheelchair-ed around at polyclinic and kk hospital not cool ok, so uncomfortable . And my bro anyhow push one . Very pain you know , -'- . Painkillers also no use wtc . Took 40mins to bathe just now and i have to be like this for a week at least , fml . Not able to attend training and friendly match alrdy , maybe nationals too . Dad seemed pissed and keep asking me dont play bball . So now im in huge pain and i feel like a big b u r d e n . kiss my ass , im walking around with clutches now and the fuvking cast is super duper heavy -.-#prayforrecovery

2011-06-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

Had training today, finally saw coach after so long but obviously he was spending all his time on his new phone -__-. Trained the same thing for bloody long and its super morontic. Played match , had a scratched on my knee . Anw i think i should go physio soon, both knees are so fucking pain :(. After training went skcc play ball, was super insulted by all the tallies. DAMN I FEEL SO SHORT OK -.-. Going nex for movie with Sinping and boys tmr , dont feel like going you know . Urgh . K whatever im super tired, gonna sleep soon . Ciaosz.

2011-06-04T17:02:00.001+08:00

Hi . Massive muscle aches todayyyyyyyy ! WTF . Ok bye

2011-06-02T18:26:00.003+08:00

Blow my mind

For all of this time , im trying , very hard to escape. So now im drained of with energy. Every night i get this fucking depression after thinking about all the things. I go to sleep drunk, sometimes. When i wake up in the morning i get this hangover of enigma. & i try being positive but it would eventually fade out towards the end of the day. So this cycle goes on and on ... I've always hated the fact that im breaking everone's heart. I know it myself clearly, i'm running around leaving scars. I'm not going to apologize because i know it doesnt make any difference but know what, karma is getting up on me soon. So this time i'm staying out of everyone. I'm doing this for sure, its always my fault for leaving disappointments. I'm such a girl which is nothing good. I dont deny that im such a whore, fucking your heart. Everytime i feel like stepping in, i end up retreating. Leaving confusions. I dont wna do this anymore. I dont wna be the reason why you're dying inside. I am just going to tear you apart. So now i'm gonna distance everything. And 20th would be the only thing that's keeping me living. I would rather to delude in my own illusion than to hurt anymore.

2011-06-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

I thought i saw you late last night, but it was just a flash of light. An angel passing. But i remember yesterday, life before you went away and we were laughing. We had hope and now its broken. And i could see it clearly once when you were here with me .And i could somehow see that all this left are pieces of a dream. But now im lost in restless nights, just a whisper of a life that we created. Shadows falling and im calling. The faded photographs, the frames of broken glass. The shattered memories, time will soon erase. All this souvenirs were all from a thousand tears but when i wake up you were never there.

All that is left were pieces of a dream.

2011-05-30T14:55:00.001+08:00

Hi im sick and im dying . is it that im losing too much blood or what , so giddy . I fainted just now and im going to see doctor now . ciaos

2011-05-27T19:09:00.002+08:00

Is it because im less important in this world thats why im being treated like this ? Why am i the one who always have to give ways and make people happy . Why is it so that i can't be myself . Do yknow how hard is it to survive like this . Why should you be angry or unhappy when i cant reciprocate your feelings . Do you mean that im suppose to follow you . So am i suppose to just hide and let you see what you want to see . I mean everyone wants to be happy but you are making yourself happy and disregarding my feelings . I know this little me is just an organism in the ocean but i do have a life . And i dont even want to let you interfere in it .
-Please talk to me , i need you now .

2011-05-24T18:21:00.002+08:00

Just blame me for not being able to reciprocate .

2011-05-23T20:47:00.002+08:00

Hullooo ! Every morning i wake up , i would hesitate to attend school :). Prepared and off to school. Got my Literature and History results . I failed literature but was top few in class , in whole 2E/A only 3 passes so why expect so much ? LOL . My class all failed ._. . Got A2 for history , yaaaaaaaaay . Contented . I know i could do much better for my studies if i wasnt so lazy but laziness is Kelly , so i think it cant be changed ><. Went training after school , tiring . Was like barging in and flying all over :(. Accompanied Yuanli and coach to bus stop and homed . I was so smelly that i could suffocate the woman beside me on bus :B. Was super sweaty yoh . And i declare I AM VERY TIRED & MY KNEE VERY PAIN LAH !

2011-05-22T21:40:00.001+08:00

2011-05-22T20:38:00.007+08:00

Basketball CIP-

Woke up at 7.30am and prepared , off to school . Gathered outside and boarded the bus to Mandai road . Was suppose to take care of the old folks , hold their hands and walk , bring to toilet etc . When the banquet started , i feel asleep . Then got one aunty come kaopei say must take care them . When my table got 2 adult volunteer and 4 ahmas . Zzz . Yuanli and i was in the same group and the fucked up part was whatever we do our group is the last . Had vegetarian meal , suckish . It was like mushrooms , tofu , red bean soup and mushrooms , tofu , red bean soup . Dint ate much . Headed back to Sengkang at 5pm plus , went William's housey for awhile with Kaiying Sinping Yuanli . Homed at 7.30pm with cheese fries from kfc as dinner . K , mom and dad is coming back home soon hope they bought me stuff . Tmr theres training , shitmylife :(

2011-05-21T22:59:00.008+08:00

Beastly .

Hullo . My parents are currently not in Singapore , hell man :). Woke up at 11am and prepared as i meet Yuanli @hougang int. , 1pm. Took mrt down to Serangoon Nex . Shopped awhile and bought our tickets first . Went Skypark there to slack and camwhored . Went back to shop again as it was so hot out there >:(. Bought an eeyore keychain , happy mxm . But still cant find the effing eeyore towel lea , walao . Ate Sogurt too , yummeh :). Bought nachos and went in the cinema . Watched Beastly @4.10pm . Yup , we slacked for 3hours , darned . It was overall quite naise and sweet uh , 3.5/5 bah . It was funny too haha . There was this smelly woman who sat beside Yuanli ( -_-'). Went walkwalk and headed to Dhoby Ghaut for neos , ok quite lame . But we cant find any neoprint machine at Nex , bloody . After that Yuanli came my house and watched some Stephen Chow's show ><. Bought mac too . Left at 10.30pm where i've got to accompany her to the bus stop , so kind of me . CIP tmr , sian .

2011-05-18T20:26:00.002+08:00

Pardon my messy hair up there . Had e-learning today , supa bored . Did a few of it only , everything also google search . lol . Went compass to meet Sinping and headed to play ball outside skcc . Played matches with those punggol guys , funny maximum only omg . Lost our bloody ball sense after so many weeks without touch basketball . Crapz . Played until 7pm and i was so tired . Headed home . There's training tmr , sian-ness . Gonna be physical trainings , how to run when my knee very pain :(. Needa bring shoebag too , omgee . Hope coach wont scold me for no reasons again , sigh . So frustrating to know that he's leaving , yet he makes me dulan everytime . Starting to dislike basketball , ever since i stepped in SengkangSec . Bullshit all the way .

And sometimes i think that im just your spare phone . You've never took a glance at me . But you will use me relunctantly when you need me . But its alright , it had always been like that :). Peace out.

2011-05-16T19:07:00.003+08:00

F.R.E.E.D.O.M -

Last paper today . Fml , i thought it was rather managable but many said it was hard . omfg im so dead .. ICT was so cock , i was super sian to do so i just anyhow . After that went slacking with Jiajia , Ayssa and Yuanli at Compass . Ate lunch and homed . Yuanli wanted to watch FinalDestination4 so she came my housey . After watching , we was like talking about those thingys . Heartache . Kgtg , see you at my tumblr :)

2011-05-15T14:54:00.002+08:00

Sunday . Gonna study for maths paper 2 . I must pass my maths this time if not my paper1 would be so wasted . Once tmr end , im free . Anw now having headache and sore throat , im falling sick AGAIN . wtf . Ok , check out my Tumblr . bye.

2011-05-14T13:46:00.003+08:00

Friday the 13th- Any other day filled with despair. Science paper was fine , how to pass . Classmates told me that my maths has got 32/50. Nice . It was ok until evening .

Has been staring at this space for a few minutes . There's so many things to be said yet i dont know where to start . I feel that im somekind of people that is so weird . Looking out of the window with teary eyes , having those feeling to cry . I want to be alone so badly . You were just like an excuse for me to close out my doors for the others . You know , its just me wanting to me alone , away from the others . I've no idea why but i just want things to stay like this . At least i've numbed and it doesnt matter anymore . After a phonecall from sakinah , i finally know how broken i am . I'm such a person , a whore .

2011-05-12T19:51:00.000+08:00

This is how you see my formspring .

2011-05-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

This was how i was when i went the science consultation at 4pm . Tired...

And this is how im feeling now after bathing...

Can you believe how tired am i that i can fall asleep when standing . Maths paper today was so hard , -cries- . Anw yuanli came my house after school , actually supposed to study . But we watched youtube videos instead , laughing our ass out . Was so tired after all the laughing . LOL . Went school after that . Accompany her to plaza while i bought my file . Ok im suppose to wait until my hair dries before i could sleep now , shall wake up at 3am and study home ec and science . Who the bloody hell made this two paper at the same day man . Suck . Anw , if you dislike what i post on my blog you could jolly stop viewing it..

2011-05-11T18:21:00.003+08:00

-People pick you up and made you the fertilisers of their plants , you were the cause of their growth . But can you rmb you're just a shit.

Met T.JiaJia in the morning before school . Had Geography and Art paper today . Was ok . Now i have second thoughts of taking Art in upper sec , so tiring ("_"). After exams went RivervalePlaza for lunch , slacked awhile . Went my house void deck to study . Was trying to teach Alyssa maths , but end up singing and laughing like mad . So in the end we camwhored . Homed . The sky is dark and gloomy yet its so fucking humid . Anw tmr maths paper , just kill me man . Gonna meet Jia2 tmr again . Ciaos .

2011-05-10T16:17:00.002+08:00

Frustratedddddddddddd !

Life was never easy from the start . So as days go by , as more pain is inflicted , we grew stronger . Some of us broke down , but its alright because we learn from failures . Many a times we think why should we endure all this , its for our parents :')

Getting very annoyed like this stitch .

Venting our frustrations on those innocent people . For this case , its the poor paper ..

In the end we get so fuckedup that we cry in annoyance .

2011-05-09T12:02:00.001+08:00

ฉันจะรักคุณตลอดไป

2011-05-08T13:39:00.002+08:00

回到独居, 我觉得这对我们更好.
หวังว่าคำพูดที่รุนแรงของฉันจะผลักคุณออกไป

2011-05-07T20:00:00.002+08:00

Have no idea why my blog post was deleted . Anw im going to repeat it again .
You've achieved your motive , im f'ing bothered by your shiets . Whatever fuck promises , yeah i broke it . So what ? Yeah , go around telling people that i did that . Go ahead , im done with this game . I concede . Imma motherfucker but who cares ? You've won and i've lost , congrats to you then . 12th -.- wtf .

2011-05-06T20:35:00.003+08:00

Bye then .

2011-05-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

Please dont give up , im workin it out .

tired tired tired tired tired ..... Emotionally , physically , mentally freaked out . Very tired . I'm breaking down . Tired . lol .

2011-05-02T14:05:00.002+08:00

Can take my eyes of you .

Today is a special day because its a HOLIDAY . Weeeee ~! Ok , have been studying these few days , hectic mind . Procastination >< . Anw gonna go mom colleage's chalet and its gotta be extremely BORED (-__-)-'- . So feel free to text me and entertain me , tyvm ! Ciaos , i love twitter :B

2011-04-30T21:39:00.002+08:00

"How do you expect me to say things you wna hear but you dont care?"

Went school in the morning , 8am . Went to find maths teacher for remedial kinda , with wongyuanli . Studied till 12noon . Went hougang mall lunch and shopshop awhile . Bought the same friendship band and two kewt pens . I think im going to buy the angry bird plushie soon . Was laughing like mad with wongyuanli , trying to sync our footsteps as we walk to hp busstop . Homed and bathed . Fell asleep on my sofa . Awaken by my big bro . Went amk hub with them . As my bro is getting married on september or smth , they going buy necklace and stuff . I mean , its not me who is paying for it neither am i wearing it . Its totally none od my business right ? And if i comment , it will also fall on deaf ears . So why should i be so dog to be so thick skin . And my big bro was fuckingly kaopei-ing me . And i just kept quiet and gave him one face . As he continue to make a fuss , words became so insulting that i was damn fuckedup . So i just walked out and went home . When im on the bus i realised i dint bring keys so i called my sec bro . Heng he was otw home . Bought mac for dinner and him at compass . ok , i conclude my eldest brother is a (...)

2011-04-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

Dont know what you want from me . Perhaps i've already predicted that this day would come .

Trying to keep my blog VERY alive . Went physio today , ouch . I hope that i wont have to go anymore . Physiotherapist said that maybe it was that my meniscus (is it spelt like that?) tore , or maybe its my hamstring jamming up the knee . She dug into my nerves and pressed for damn long , 2 sets . Imagine the screamings that i've produced . Yongjie and stella heard it , fabulous and embarrass . Hamstring are equally worse , pain like shyt . She said that im most probably going to have muscle ache tmr , greatz . Now the back like a bit swell uh , nb super pain . Bused home with them afterthat . super tired after studying just now . gotta go and catch some sleep . tmr is the day i hate most , WEDNESDAYS . arg . anw tmr cdiv basketball going up to stage for prize giving , yay .

2011-04-24T14:43:00.001+08:00

Emotions are fragile. As easy as hatred becomes love, and love becomes hatred. You just don't realize the moment. We were meant to be, supposed to be. But we've lost it.

2011-04-22T15:04:00.002+08:00

I feel that my thinkings are changing gradually . Somehow , i wna be different .

Stay-home weekend for me . Gotta study for MYE before i start to fail my exams again . Ciaos.

2011-04-19T20:53:00.003+08:00

I'm the one . Who you dont seem to notice at all .
ฉันเหนื่อยจริงๆ มั่นเสมอ ฉัน, ฉัน, ฉัน

Match with YishunTown tmr again . Ought to win . Not in the mood to blog now . Ciaos .

2011-04-18T20:15:00.004+08:00

Whatever you do , whether is it good or bad , everybody has something negative to say . People cry not because that they're weak . It is because that they have been strong for too long and eventually they broke down .

Lost tooday's match , but oh well . We are in nationals already , so nvm bah . Watched boy's match , they won northvista . How cool . C div finally making some progress :). After that went kfc for late lunch . Went 224 . Homed @7,15pm

2011-04-17T15:23:00.002+08:00

And to you , opening up is our biggest problem .

Woke up at 2pm today . Finally got a full 12hr sleep this week :) . Had chicken pie and sprite for lunch . Still hungry ><. Woke up and my tapes had came out alreadyyy . Left one and idk if i should take out . Lol i think tmr wake up also will drop out liao . MYE is coming but im so lazy to studyyyy . Tomorrow match with Anderson . Wtf ! Gonna curb my temper first . Shoudnt be that foolish to let myself earn a technical foul . Omg my ankle is pain too , >< .

2011-04-16T23:07:00.005+08:00

Cip - Physio - Gabe's parteh ! Met benjamin ; alyssa ; jiajia @plaza in the morning before cip . It was rather fun and tiring . Was coincidentally appointed to block 272D . Which was shirley's house . Went in and woke her up ><. Saw benedict too , played ball with him awhile . I never slack ok , i was super hardworking lor . Collected a lot of the newspaper . My class girls .. They take a few piece like that then go liao . Wtf . Jiajia and me carry like hell . Released quite early , so went home to bathe . Meet stella and co. at compass and headed off to physio . Its freaking cold in there , lol . And i was shivering . Went back sengkang with stella . Super funny , we walk wrong mrt line . Then walk back again . The funny thing is we need go again next tues. ! Fuckkk , we would surely be lost . Went Gabe's house and bbq-ed . Played the dare game . Super funny ><. Homed at 10pm . TATA

2011-04-15T19:22:00.002+08:00

I'm too naive , thinking that we would be fine .

Hullo people . School was boring as Wongyuanyuan was absent for two days already . Piangz . Maths teacher was super guailan today , as my class irritated her . HAHA my class is going back to it's bad behaviour , its starting againnnn . Mdm lim snapped and shouted all the way but still kena own . Omfg , funny . Ended 1230 today , decided to give maths sdl a miss as i was so tired and lazy . Accompanied ben home as it was damn early to go home . After that , sinping jio-ed me to lunch @subway . She did not went school today too . Fuckkkk . So jealous . Went home and bathed . Ate subway and went to buy nailpolish . I dropped it and splattered on Sinping's leg . Hence that explained my pictures up there . Bought remover to clean it . Spent very long time inside . Bought sushi and went baeykaiying house slack . homed at 6pm . so sleepy now . Tomorrow got CIP newspaper collection . SIANESS nabei . Ciaoz

2011-04-14T21:17:00.002+08:00

Blatantly Disregarded .

Team Sengkang got into top4 in zonals . Now we are about to play for placings and nationals . Its just like a dream . And you and i was just like a dream . Yet i hope that i wake up immediately and make it up . You've been hearing too much from them . But had you even gave me a chance to explain ? Anw , my knee is super duper pain now . Going Physio on Saturday with team mates and some of the boys . Super busy saturday it gonna be , cip ; physio ; gabe's party .

Lets just hope that nothing goes wrong again .

2011-04-13T22:12:00.001+08:00

Won yishun town today. Won and got 3rd in zonals . My knee is injured again . Opponent fell on my leg and the joint somehow shifted . Super duper pain :( .

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2011-04-10T02:01:00.003+08:00

我想要的那片天空你是不是能夠給我

2011-04-10T00:57:00.005+08:00

9th April . Went VivoCity to celebrate my belated birthday with Yuanli ; Sinping ; Gabrielle ; Stella ; Kaiying . They gave me Chip & Dale . Super kewt ok ! Went to but our tickets before heading to skypark . Was playing truth of dare on top . Yuanli kena many times , and she got to shout and wave to the red cow . Lmao . After that went to catch our move . Rio 3D , super funny . Went shopshop and bought jellybeans . Went to kaiying's house for kfc , and mahjung-ed awhile . Homed at 9pm .

2011-04-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me , and stay strong .

2011-04-07T22:04:00.002+08:00

I have feelings too .

Tomorrow is my birthday , ought to be happy right . I dont know why everytime before my birthday will moody one uh . Anw tmr there's a match with anderson . Hai , gotta chiong all the way . Shall be heading to Vivo City with my ladies on Saturday . Looking forward . Also , i had planned my birthday wish ><

Zonal top 4 !

Give me a normal life , no more unfortunate things -.-

(...)

2011-04-06T22:02:00.001+08:00

Me knee is super swollen

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2011-04-05T20:32:00.002+08:00

Not that same feeling .

Omg look at my knee guard tan line . fml . quite obvious in real life . Anw had training today , rainz . Super shag . Tmr match against NanChiau . Gotta chiong all the way yaw , Huat uh .

2011-04-03T19:52:00.002+08:00

Can you promise me that you wont go away ?

Met my teammates at compass point and headed for brunch at KFC , again . After that when to met ms sem for swensens treat , yummeh . Cip @Punggol today . Was hot , tiring , awesome and fun :) . They senior citizens there were enthusiastic and friendly . We danced with them , sang with them and had fun . It was great and i think im looking forward to it ^^. I kena Mr Yew twice for the dance , omfg -__-'. After that went for the search of Whitehouse with Angeline , Yuanli , Sinping , Kristine , Gabrielle , Benjamin , Stella . But after walking for damn bloody long , we found out that it is surrounded by constructions . fuck . And my knee is super duper pain ! Got benjamin to carry me but ended up being more tired =..= . Homed at 7pm . Tomorrow is monday . D:

2011-04-02T13:19:00.003+08:00

You love yourself . Thats why you are doing everything to let me love you .

My injury prone knees . Fml , even lying on bed also pain . Its now getting worser each day . And it hurts like shit when i stand up . Super pain . Fuckkkkk. Should consider creating an album on facebook , all pictures of my injuries . LOL

2011-04-01T20:59:00.003+08:00

Its just your best , plus a little bit more .

Today was the best ever although coach was being a moron by acting deaf when i said i wna sub after playing 4.5 quarters . We won Nvss by a point . 18-19 . However its super obvious that they were more eager to win and they really put in their best . And even after bathing im still sweating . But still got to say that we really chiong at the forth quarter because i are losing and thats really great . But if only we woke up earlier and we wouldnt be so afraid . It was really a super exciting match thou . Last few mins we scored and won by a point . Left 5 seconds and they got freethrow . And im super happy that im the top scorer :D thou i think i dint score as much . Anw ms sem is going to treat swensens ice cream and captain is going to treat pizza hut ! This is the best feeling ever , ty and amen .

2011-03-31T20:56:00.004+08:00

突然发觉世界少了我也没有什么分别。其实我也能被取代

Home ec practical today . super funny .

I overturned the salt . So i blew it away .

Washing plates and my classmate beside me , ganeash , shrieked . Because the water was too hot . Ok you got to hear from him man , super high pitched .

I flicked the food on the table away .

Yuanli was lazy to wash the fork so she decided to throw it away

Some of the pasta dropped on the floor so i picked up and headed to the bin . Then i realised i had no hands to open the cover , so i threw it outside the class .

Yuanli throw the remaining potato skin in the drawer .

Our sink was flooded , so we scoop the water with our pans to our classmate's sink

We secretly put our utensils into other people's sink .

I forgot to preheat the oven

Lastly , our food was tastyyyyyyy ^^

2011-03-30T21:16:00.003+08:00

Pretending is painful yet im still repeating this process everyday .

Lost today's match . Disappointing . I think im really very lousy and i should stop playing basketball . Anybody can be genuinely injured but i will never . Laughter is the best disguise . Bye

2011-03-29T20:01:00.002+08:00

ไม่มีใครรำคาญเกี่ยวกับตัวฉัน

School was a bore as usual . Finger jam and hurt like shit , and i think the bone moved . The sides popped up . Fml .

2011-03-28T21:11:00.002+08:00

Because i love you too much . But it doesnt give you the chance to take me for granted .

Match with Deyi today . Won , 31-37 . Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! I think i played best for this match compared to others , did i ? Because they were strong and i didnt want to lose . Scored 10points and played for 3 continous quarters and half of last quarter . It was an acknowledgement i think . And im happy with it . Fell down many times due to the strong woman , lol . And injured my knee again , Fucking pain now :(. Worth it thou . Following matches will be another chiong one . Hope we wont be complacent and play our best again . I see nationals now ^^. And i should control my temper and attitude until northzone ends .

2011-03-24T20:17:00.002+08:00

Yeah just continue assuming you're right since i'm always wrong in your eyes

Was late in the morning again . Stupid science teacher kpkb then realise i do my work already . Kns . Left at 1.55pm for match . Thrashed them , 74-4 . Before match wait for sinping when she meet ms neo then ns neo kp us also . Then say i attitude , when i dint -.- Knn find trouble only . Then coach kp me . Zzz , want explain also cannot . Aiya sua la i give up , what you want say then just be it . Why should i be wasting my time trying to prove to you something that appears invisible to you .

2011-03-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

If nobody appreciates , why should i fuck care ?

School was a bore . Every night i cant sleep but i oversleep every morning . Training was boring . Tmr first match , Ftw TeamSK . Anw im being random now . I dont want to mess up your future that has already been planned . I know you are those type that want success . So take it that im just a bypasser in your life . I dont wna distrupt your already planned life . :(

2011-03-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

This bitch is absent todayyyy ! Pon school pangseh me one . School was boringggg and tmr is wednesday :< . Two more days to Northzone first match and we are skipping claaaaasssss ! Weee . After school played ball with the guys at hall awhile . Went kaiying housey for mahjung session again . Saw his bro's friend and one of them is hongjun . Its like one year never see him liao . Dint know it was him too ><. Homed early @6pm . Super hungry nowwwwww . Have been skipping lunch and jasminnglili said i've lost weight . Yayness , bring me back to underweight :D .

I dont wna give up on you

2011-03-22T18:43:00.000+08:00

我想要成为你的眼
把最美的风景收进你的心中
我想要成为你的手
好让我从现在到以后
占有你温柔一刻不放过
恨不得把明天没收
让你永远不会变动
专注的爱着我

我爱你没有保留
我爱你就到最后
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受
我爱你不是冲动
生命尽头反正一场空
只要你记得我们那么爱过

我要替你收集笑容
怕未来快乐变得贵重
要是少了我你有多寂寞
恨不得把明天没收
让你永远不会变动
专注的爱着我

我爱你没有保留
我爱你就到最后
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受
我爱你不是冲动
生命尽头反正一场空
只要你记得我们那么爱过

太阳不会放弃天空
哪怕你不再属于我
我会在不同的窗口给你拥抱

我爱你没有保留
我爱你就到最后
有些人值得等候
有些悲伤值得忍受
我爱你不是冲动
生命尽头反正一场空
只要你记得我们那么爱过

2011-03-21T20:14:00.002+08:00

So am i being extra ? It just appeal to me that im unwanted .

Seems like every first day of the term rains and my clean shoes will be soiled . Anw had training today , after that went compass to buy Patrick star . Yay . 나는 또 울고 있었어요

2011-03-20T15:45:00.002+08:00

So what do you exactly want ?

People come and go . Take note of those that care for you and those that are merely curious . I think you are just curious and i shouldnt be taking mind of it . Bye .

2011-03-18T20:24:00.002+08:00

But do you honestly expect me to believe you're really gone?

Match with NgeeAnn Sec today , lost by 3points . If we could had played mantoman and double team earlier we might not had lost . Anw NorthZoneTounament first match is arriving in 6days ! With RiverSide Sec , unknown :O . No fear , ftw Team SengKang ^^. After match went kaiying house for mahjung again with basketball boys and sinping . Homed at 7pm . Tmr is a SATURDAY . God bless , tmr no Cip like last week . Shall sleep for a good 12hr :B . Ciaos .

2011-03-17T18:29:00.003+08:00

Its like the world is falling down .

Training today . Match with @Kranji Secondary tmr again :( . Going Hougang mall dinner with cousin and mom @Shabu-Shi . Sigh i feel so unworthy in this earth . Bye .

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2011-03-17T18:28:00.001+08:00

Ask me questions :) http://www.formspring.me/KellyDoodledoo

2011-03-16T21:56:00.001+08:00

Stop trampling me under your feet .

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2011-03-16T20:20:00.003+08:00

Being trashed but nobody seem to care .

Training today , like a fuck only . Stupid coach . Say Yuanli and me not serious . You will only see our mistakes la . Worst still , scold me for no reason . He doesnt even scold Yuanli in the past lor , now got seri and kristine then see us as rubbish . If you wna put me out of school team , go ahead . Im seriously sick of all the threats . Cant i even have a cca i like ? Everything also threaten with basketball . Bgy then ban me lo , not like i will beg you . For what i have today , doesnt owe anything to you . All you do is find fault and scold , nothing also scold . You said everybody also the same , dont listen to you . Its their problem la , why vent on me . Nnb . Dont play la , since i so lousy in your eyes . Replace me with other people lor . Wth , basketball already give me so many problem . Perhaps Sengkang sec was really the wrong choice . If i wasnt in skss , i wouldnt have met some people that *********** me and those annoying faggots . Not even mentioning that coach -.-

2011-03-15T21:58:00.002+08:00

Has been playing mahjung at Maikaiying's housey this two days . Getting the hang of it , somehow . And i wna drink breeeeeeeeeezer ! And baileys ! How i wish i was 18years old . Had a match with Jurong Sec today , the whole of C div . Girls won , but boys lost but 3points . Stupid Jurong #15 is so fucked up . And i guailan her , as a result i got a scolding from coach . Morontic . Anw it doesnt bother me la , coach is like scolding me for everything . Even things that i dint do he also scold . He say if i not happy then dont play lor , and that time i was about to tell him actually it doesnt matter much to me anymore . Why should i be the one losing out , ? You mean the rebound fly another side i got to fly there too ? Dear coach , stop being unreasonable . Sometimes i just wna tell you that , not playing for the team is ok . Anw im sick of it . I dont lose anything frankly . You only need your main players like yijie and kaiying . So you can actually dont care about me . Just nurture your star players . No need to find problem from us . Since you already said , WE depend on THEM . WE are like a burden . thats it .

2011-03-14T19:21:00.001+08:00

I dont have any rights to hold you here . Take it that i relied on the wrong person .

2011-03-14T12:31:00.002+08:00

Still coughing non stop :(.
Gonna meet Yuanli later before heading to SKCC . So boredddddd . Tomorrow going to Jurong sec for friendly match . Pray to god that i wont get injured during these friendly matches . Northzone is in a week's time . Yay , but its going to be a tough game :( .

2011-03-13T01:16:00.002+08:00

I'm determined to fight all the way during NorthZone . I swear i wont slack . I will snatch every loose ball and aim properly before going for the ball . I will not let my guards down , we gotta win .

2011-03-12T23:35:00.001+08:00

Coughing my lungs out-

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